Each Man Kills The Thing He Loves, Yet each man does not die. 男人總是毀了他愛的東西, 而他自己沒事。王 爾 德 M a y I897

Once I was young, then I grew up
from the greylight to the bluelight to the daylight,
have I grown up at all?

( I love you I love you I love you)
am I to blame? . . no one's to blame. from catholic album, 2011

The Ballad of Reading Gaol, a Oscar Wilde ( 16 Oct. 1854– 30 Nov. 1900 ,meningitis) poem, written in exile either in Berneval or in Dieppe, France, after his release from Reading Gaol on or about 19 May 1897.

♫ 秋 天 的 花 (..when one dies)_ Les Fleurs de Automne_"Before I Die" de The Bower of Despair par Collection D'Arnell~Andrea'o4.我 死 前 │ 達亥尼爾~安德烈蒐藏│ 絕望之器

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" What season's flowers do you prefer? People say one would die in one's favorite flowering season. "

__ A dialogue in Interno Berlinese ( The Berlin Affair), a Liliana Cavani (1937- ) film, 1985.
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" 你喜愛哪個季節的花? 人們說人會在他最愛的花季死去。"


❦ from Rosa (clockwise) :
Rosa 'Kiseki'‧ Crown of Thorns/ Christ Plant/ Euphorbia milii‧ Marjoram / Origanum majorana‧ Spanish Bayonet/ Dagger Plant/ Yucca aloifolia‧ Podocarpus macrophyllus‧ Common Lime Butterfly/ Papilio demoleus‧ Lilac Tasselflower/ Emilia sonchifolia‧ Loquat/ Eriobotrya japonica‧ Nerium oleander

Busy Lizzy/ Jewel Weed/ Impatiens walleriana‧ Begonia × semperflorens-cultorum‧ Bush Clock Vine/ Thunbergia erecta 'Blue Moon'‧ Chinese Perfume Tree/ Aglaia odorata 'Microphyllina'‧ Plantain/ White Man's Foot/ Plantago asiatica‧ Shellflower/ Dwarf Cardamom / Alpinia nutans‧ Bald Cypress/ Swamp Cypress/ Taxodium distichum‧ Fennel / Foeniculum vulgare
"Before I Die" de 'The Bower of Despair' par
Collection D'Arnell~Andrea 2oo4, the 6th formal album.

◎ 我 死 前

我死前留下的樹
看顧寂靜原野，等待雨落
落葉和悲傷的雨覆蓋一整片天
直到白日光的微風解放我名字
遺忘的聲音低語: 天堂不是謊話
徘徊的影子引導我到痛苦之境
一個希望與玫瑰持續流逝之境 . .
我試著抗拒的行為像抗爭成空

因為我的生命燃燒在我心，在我靈魂
在我心智，在我心，在我一切
在我心，在我靈魂，在我 . .

我死前眷戀的聲音
最終一次一次的哄搖我的恐懼入睡
在秋的眼底，我呼出最後一口氣
現在我知道，黎明將會永遠不同

我死前留下的樹
看顧寂靜原野，等待雨落




" Why? For what reason one made the other one live to survive? "

"Maybe the one wishes you live to tell the story out. "

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" 為什麼? 什麼原因讓一個人留下對方面對餘生? "

" 也許對方希望你活著，把故事說出來。 "

__ A dialogue in Interno Berlinese ( The Berlin Affair), a Liliana Cavani film.Dialogue from post-memory after watched the film.

All Pictures(except image of Interno Berlinese), translated Lyrics et Words ©2009 Jero Smith. 朱